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Sunday, April 22, 2007

FYP ReUnion!

OooOOooo finally had our "SP family" reunion after so long, too bad cindy's not there.....
Estee, Winnie, Mei Zhen, Meishan & i went Vivo on sat, we sat at Starbucks for a long chat, or rather gossiping :P lol got SO much to update... Bought a Divoom speaker at Habourfront for $29, original @ $89... cool... after tt we went ikea shopping and ate dinner, had spagetti meatball, not too bad:) Winne bought a Flower night lamp, so cool lol tt gal, tt lao da's afraid of the dark!! :X haha .... So happen for them, accepted into their desired University:) Happy for Cindy too, found someone hu treasures her :) may all my friends stay happy forever!!!

Today i went Simlim, bought a ear piece, went BP plaza bout 2 telephones:) gadgets.... broke!!!
Going Clubbing this coming wed... my first time lol.. pls ppl, going clubbing doesnt mean naughty kid k!

STill so confuse about what i wan..... walk one step count one step ba...

Lastly, really hope the squash gals train hard for IVP... Put in ur best effort gals! Dun giVE UP!!!

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Monday, February 26, 2007

The return of ivan..

OOOO ivan came back to sing out of a sudden, went of with him on the day he landed... came here for body check up actually... we went Tcc for a drink, spent a while together, then following day went out again, together with sisi, keith n ivan. did a little shopping, keith left half way.... all of us bought something! first time went shopping with a guy n yet managed to buy something lol. He's a great shopper, and a great companion too! gives us advices on wat is nice, which one suits us (the gals) better lol.... it feels great shopping with him n sisi. after shopping, went boon's house to havoc haha, watched some videos from youtube which ivan shown us, damn funny, its about this show by russell peter. we stayed till 7am in the morning...

Then sun, i met mei shan, winnie n mei zhen for house to house visit, their parents were so friendly, so many things to eat but felt abit paiseh when they come my house, nothing much to eat coz my parents dun really buy new year goodies... after tt boon, keith n ivan came to my house, we slack till 2am b4 thy went home, then i watch tv till 4 plus b4 i went to bed...

suppose to go mr ho's house for new year visit today(mon) but dun have enough slp so decided not to go, so stayed at home, watch u tube n watch tv, was quite a nice n cooling day:) it feels good slacking at home, but gonna find a job fast!!!

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

sending him off..

went to the airport with keegan, keith, kaili, desmond n sisi to send cd off... knew he was sad, leaving his friends n family.... Also duno how i get to know him well... as in we were in diff class, have diff cliques... then suddenly we just started to hang out with a few other friends, slack around at the kopitiam, celebrating each other's bday together.... and then now he's leaving for further studies... one lesser friend to hang around with, everything wouldnt be the same again.... gonna miss him so much.... hopefully he'll miss us too...

CNY is boring... though has been running around to ppl's place, but still felt so sian... something's missing, hmm remember how i used to luv CNY when i was young, playing with my cousins, eating goodies, buying new clothes...and now, everything's so diff, all my cousins have grown up, lesser interactions, most of the time we dun even tok to each other when we visit our grandma, even if we do tok, it nv felt as close anymore... how pathetic can it be? relatives tt i only get to see once a year.... no mood for more CNYs....

haven finish my resume... still waiting for ppl to send mu sample copies of resume... ahem friends out there, should know wat to do huh hee... shit man just wasting my time away.... wat am i suppose to do? maybe should wait till i come back from my thailand trip then decide ma....

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Monday, February 12, 2007

Hmm...

finally graduated le... dunno where to go... what to do... haiz...
new years coming! been shopping for the past few days... got 2 new shorts and 3 tops, hee looking for a handbag now.... BROKE! no income but still spending... gosh, need to find a job real soon but dunno how to write resume.... help!
Valentines' coming... meeting my fyp mates for dinner then to watever programme we have, haven really plan hee but maybe going ktv ba.
That question again.... now no more excuse to run.... wat to do? really hate to think, wat's so bad about being friends? or should i give chance? haiz so troublesome.... wish to be alone... with just my friends.... life with no restrictions, lots n lots of freedom.....
gonna go sch tml morning to sell new year goodies to lecturers for fund raising... ... shit so long nv see the morning sun already... haiz hopefully can wake up... pls tai yang gong gong, wake mi up in the morning!
my holiday's been quite packed recently, went shopping with sisi n my family, next week meeting sisi for cookie making session, badminton session, then going out with fyp clique on valentines, then more shoppings, jioing ah ma for squash too, then meeting sec ppl... finding time for gilko, ah di, wq, blah blah..... have been too slack liao nv go run.... cannot! new year coming, gonna jian fei! if not aunties will say mi again:( i haven spring clean my room!!! n my window was left untouched for more then a year! :S and i still dun dare to clean actually, scared got spider... haiz no wonder ppl always complain about their neighbours upstairs spraying water down, coz tts the fastest way to wash the windows cum can shun bian wash down all the insects.... haiz clean clean clean shall start tml ba... hopefully wun be lazy.....

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

haiz...

went sch stuy abit of DTN, not very effective... so confuse... so many things to think about... New Year coming... valentine's coming.... exams coming..... dooms day coming...

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Wednesday

late for sch!!! woke up at 9.10 am where my lesson suppose to start at 9am and its mrs tan's lesson! die sure cannot catch up de.. haiz bo bian, the night before slp at 4.30... gonna rush report later agian...

Today go CLS club collect the pathetic table gift... maggie mee! WT... litat still wanna give, if mi i sure paiseh also.. nvm think i put at home grow mould.. argh, irritated... not in very good mood, not enough slp these few days...

Exams coming... 4 tests coming... datasheet coming.... i dying....

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

ThinkIng...

Been thinking alot recently, but came up with no conclusions.... It's a new year! yet still so much things not fulfilled.. not yet gotten my liscence... studies also like shit.... savings decreasing instead of increasing... haven done anything proud for my parents... lost about my future, haven found a bf lol...

I'm 20 this year.. 20!!! sound like an old maid le... can feel my organs deteriorating.. brain malfunctioning... can feel my wrinkles n white hair emerging!!!! now i know y gals so afraid of old haha life's realy short... my parents have raised my for almost 20 yrs! n i've been naughty for 20 yrs le haha think have to try to be nice to them, wun wan any regrets...

So looking forward for CNY... maybe can get te hangbao money and buy a portable DVD player for my older sis, and a small gift for my younger sis. Think my elder sis didnt do quite well in her studies, thinking of dropping out... hmm hope she doesnt give up so easily, jia you ba...
Was glad that my little sis can be promoted to express coz she's always lazy in her studies... it's her O level this year, hopefully she will be more independent n buck up in her studies.. hmm at the same time think i should buck up mine too.... have to finish all my reports first lol... last sem le, gonna miss SP damn lot, esp my 1B22 friends, FYP family, and not forgetting the squash team! they all add spices to my life! i have to admit that i dun have alot of good friends in SP... but wanna thank all those who's always there when i felt lonely.. wanna thank my lao ba(fuwen), lao ma(cynthia) for helping mi in my studies as well as reports lol... though they always stuck in their own world :X but when ever i need help they're always there:) then wanna thank my uncle(wenxu) for showing concern every now n then.. Next is Rulong.... starting dun like him... but then after getting to know him, he's not a bad guy afterall... oni abit playfull lol... a sorrow guy.... thanks for being there for mi bro, glad to have know u, always giving mi morning calls though i'm still be late for sch everyday, hee and also coaching mi in my studies.... Then is my FYP mates, was happiest with u ppl, u guys are fun, though always tok about faeces n disgusting stuffs during lunch time, but sch is fun with u ppl around, will always miss the genting trip! had lots of fun, not forgetting mei shan too! the da jie of the grp, always taking care of ppl, though always shoot us too hee.
Will nv forget wei sian n ah ma too, remembered the days we trained together, from yr1 as a junior, till yr3, as seniors, watching the yr1s n 2s grow, and fighting our way through IVP... it was nv easy without hardwork.. really enjoyed ur company. and then there is dominic n jie wei, my dessert kakis.. though nv go for a very long time le, but still enjoyed the times we had together, and grateful to jie wei coz always dragged him to jog with mi.... make him thinner n thinner though he wanna get fat lol... Hope nanny returns soon from AUS...
besides these, i've also known many friends through gems... ppl like Weili, meimei, weiyou, hing wan, marlon, ridzwan and many more.
Special thanks to cecilia, haha for motivating mi to study, keeping an eye on mi so tt i wun skive... a funny gal hee...
Thanks my friends, for enriching my life in SP... hope everyone will have a bright future and do keep in contact!

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

SIcKo..

ARgh was sick since before christmas.... still coughing like hell.... cannot jog, but still go for squash hee... Just had our squash chalet, was quite a short one, 2D1N, actually was damn short lor, no time for us to mingle... But was quite surprise the yr 2s actually invited Lena from NYP to our chalet.... thought suppose to be SP squash chalet, but nvm lah she quite friendly also.

For our PTN, we went to the restaurant i'm working at - curry favour, AGAIn.... the other time we brought mr kwok there to eat also... abit sian le lol. no more curry pls!!! was actually planning to go to new york new york at raffles city but couldnt make a reservation so no choice.... well after ptn a few of us went bugis for soya bean curd hee quite nice..

SOoOo looking forward for the thailand trip in march.. should be fun:)
NannY's coming back from AUS soon but Chong Da's Leaving for AUS at almost the same time.... Happy for Nanny, sad for Chong Da.... friends do come n go in your life... I shall cherish every single one!

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

I'm HappY:)

OOooooOO SSOOOO many things happened during the past few weeks.... no time to blog.. Hmm where to start... celebrated CK's bday (my sis's track friend) at harbourfront, spen the night there n took the first train home. besides my sis, mi n CK, there's KC bao feng n i think call tim fi ba. KC's humourous n chatty, got nv ending topics to talk which i think quite cool coz u'll nv feel bored with him around. Bao feng is funny, quite fun to be with too. CK is more of a grown up guy, flirtatious i should say:P and tim fi is more quiet, very gentlement. cool bunch of ppl, envy my sis got so good a gang of friend, but i have mine too:)

went shopping with wei sian, hui wen, cecilia n cindy...

went jogging with jie wei n wei you.

played badminton with mei zhen n cindy.

went for dinner at mei shan's place with my fyp family.

went trim eyebrow with hui wen.

our graduation party was boring, yet funny... was up on U-tube..

shall continue from yesterday's Dinner n Dance!
Mi, cindy, hui wen n wei sian went orchard to style our hair n do our make up. well quite happy with the "make over" but my blue black spoilt the night lol. it was raining the whole damn day.... cold night. we went there n received some door git which was a pair of chopsticks.... so silly hee.. then saw all my friends, also some ppl who were horrorbly dressed... lol. The dinner was not so nice as expected.... cindy had her apachu friend while cecilia is with gary n gang.... so was quite alone there.. was feeling headache since the morning, struggled through the dinner, especially as mu table is just in front of the speaker.... ear drum almost burst... think the only fun part for the dnd was photo taking part. took alot of pics but no cam so gonna wait for ppl to send mi... abit troublesome for them, sorry guys! after dnd we went to "the one" KTV beside cine. this was the first time i went ktv sia.... yoke hong joined us too, quite fun, sand alot of songs, but still abit shy to use the mike. hee everyone felt tired at the later end, so our singing become softer n softer lol. we waited for the first train and our heels are killing us!!! still hurts now... haiz dnd over le, so fast.... now got nothin g to look forward to... think i going do permanent curl...

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

Thursday..

finally finish FYP... argh not a gd ending.... abit irritated by the amer pro thing but wat to do.... can only blame myself.... HAIZ... fyp over le but doesn't feel anything, but still, one less thing to worry about...
Mr kwok was so nice to us during the presentAtion coz he didnt ask us any question, one thing is he already saw us kena shoot like mad bu ong chin choon so didnt wanna add oil to fire... decided to make mr kwok an a1 panel, as a token of appreciation for everything he had done for us and in addition, a treat to curry favour! and a reward to ourselves - a meal at mei shan's place lol...

for the graduation party, our class got a theme for ourselves which is black. thought of how to dress le, have to put everything together which will involes some buying n borrowing of stuffs.... DnD drawing nearer, jog more!

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Tuesday

tml's my fyp presentation, so nervous! gonna memorise so many words! still got PQM tests, memorising again, luckily the fragrance quiz was postponed... decided to walk over for my amer pro tournament tml... really no time... haiz no sportmanship sia but no choice.....

this sat gonna go eat at mei shan's place, gonna do more more n more joggings!! growing fat le haiz..... dun really dare to run these few days coz alot things coming up, scared tired myself, but after tml i gonna try to jog everyday.

Abit headache about prom thing, the make up n hairstyling, today came online n the hairstylist add my msn!!! scary but i did accept lah lol see how ba...

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

Wedding dinner

Went shopping with Wei Sian n Ah MA today, ah ma seemed frustrated that she couldnt fin a dress that is suitable for her. Wei sian wanna look for a dress that fits her boots... Hmm but usually u'll look for shoes to fit your dress instead, that will make things easier. I think boots are not a good idea, though i wore them for my prom night few years back. maybe she can look at FIR , see how Faye dresses coz she wears boots most of the time. Gonna rush home immediately after tt.. was late for the meeting time for the bus to sentosa hotel and me n my dad were nagged by my relatives...

The hotel was so nice, saw one of the squash twin there, they having their DnD tt night, same hotel! (EEE) saw alot handsome guys sia.

Seen my cousin (guy) for the very first time in my 19 yrs of life, and also other cousins whom i haven seen for decades. all so handsome n pretty le. got one look like yang(2) qian(1) hua(4), so gorgeous! got a souvenir which was a candle. ate till so full.... got another wedding on the 15 dec dunno wat to wear le...

Reports' getting me mad... gonna compile again... fyp presentation drawing nearer.... haiz haven write script, tml gonna present to kwok... tests coming... fuck i need more time!

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Damn it!

SHIT! missed my presentation today... So SORRY to my grp! gonna present tml instead... not able to make it to any lessons today so basically is no sch day for mi..... But still have to go sch coz had arranged for badminton game with mei zhen n gang, still have to meet kwok for the ppt... haven had a good slp these few days, so shag, but i'm not gonna pon my training....
Went shopping with my mum today, wah vomit blood sia, coz spend alot lol
bought 2 pairs of heels and a set of accessories... this DnD make mi spend so much... This happens when i'm shopping ith my mum coz we visit the same shop everytime... she very willing to spend for things she like, i think i inhereited it lol... gals... vain..... so got these for DnD le:
Dress-------------S$ 149.90
Heels-------------S$29.90
Accesssories----S$50.70

Gonna fork out $100 to buy a new digital camera... still owe WQ $70.. ahhh broke!!!! nvm shall earn it during christmas week....

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Monday, November 27, 2006

Busy Busy...

busy..

So damn busy to blog recently, rushing FYP report, tests, work, cut down on squash already. Finally we submitted the report but then we discovered alot of errors.... BIG errors...... Skipped alot of lessons and work to study for tests.... was damn f**king pek chek for the quiz... spend soooo many hours studying for the test yet i went into the lectuer theatre with a blank mind.... damn frustrating sia... feel like dying on the spot..... Kill mi ba!

Squash Training...

Training's so sian now... only yr 1 n 2s, ah ma n mi went.... coach also duwan to trian us coz we 'lao jiao' already... he wanna focus on the yr 1 n 2's, prepae them for next yrs IVP, hopefully can retain the gold once again but abit hard coz this yr's IVP the other polys had a few yr 1s and 2s playing, which means next yr they'll be playing against our yr 1s n 2s which has no experience! nest of luck to them..

Squash game with WY aka XYZ

won him straight 4 sets hee of coz lah, he's a badminton player, i'm a squash player. He back out on the treat... hee but anyway wun ask him to treat also coz abit unfair to him.... he said squash's nice, of coz if not i wouldn't join lol. squash's the best!

Ice-Cream treat!

Danvin drove us to Daily Scoop for Ice cream on Fri! Tts a reward for IVP ") nice of him to drove 2 trips to fetch us all. The ice cream's not bad. After that we all went back to clementi for dinner... had ice cream first coz the shop closes at 10pm. another 2 trips for him! ha bo bian, only he has a car...

Christmas...

This Christmas gonna be a headache for mi again... Working on christmas eve, helping SISI. Ah ming (chef) as me work on that day so after tt a few of us can go walk around orchard area, darius ask mi to make myself free, Wei qiang also, AH... actually i feel like staying at home, watching tv, eating turkey... Last year i chose to spend with my buddy - Gilko. though its only 2 of us but had quite a fun, going orchard see the lightings after work. Think this yr mabe will spend with sisi n gand ba.

DnD

Hee sisi bought her DnD dress Yesterday, quite nice, wonder how will she look like when she wears tt, heeeeee like nv see her wear dress b4 hmm think last time wore was sec 4's prom night ba.... think gonna book a hotel room tt day. looking forward. Supper after prom!

Saturday

Spent the sat with Cindy, we went national library to do our ppt for fyp. not bad, produced something n finished out fragrance ppt part. the process's sooo hungry our stomach keep rumbling sia.... both of us did from 2 to 7+, haven had anything before tt n cindy only ate one little ham lol. stomach nearly corrode n it's soooo cold... later we chiong for dinner behind bugis at lai lai niu rou mian. damn full! after tt went bugis street to take a look at the dnd dresses. then sisi came to find us coz we meeting rily n boon. so sent cindy to the Mrt station. end up only got rily, so went to a dessert shop that i went with winie n mei shan they all the other time, they had their dinner cum shared a cup of ice blended mando pamelo, after tt they wanna eat at the other dessert shop, omg tehy realy can enjoy life. reached home about 12am... cannot rush them also coz meeting jie wei for jog after tt but scared then scold mi crazy which they always did so wait till they're finish then we head home.

Jogging

Went for a jog with jie wei. we jogged from 12.50am to almost 2am, jogged from our place to bukit timah, back to chestnut drive to bukit panjang for supper lol. he eat i drink. reached home about 3am. first time jog so far with him. hoefully can slim down abit lol.

DEC Late night shopping!

Heard from radio tt the following dates will have late night shopping!
Marina - 8, 9 ,12
Orchard - 15,16,22,23

Cindy!

LoL now i have a special heading fo Cindy. Cindy's caught in the middle! Between 'xin huan' n 'jiu ai'! Hmm think chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi... Hopefully she made the right decision. Hmm this christmas n new yr, who will u spend with? sometimes relationship is selfish, u can't always think of how others will feel for the decision u have made.. Watever, it's most impt tt u are happy.. This Sem is gonna be over soon, make ur choice ba:) All the best to u.

Myself..

Got nothing to say.... nothing to choose, hope to be left alone for a while... Hope they are less good to mi... I dunno y i just can't make a decision... maybe i'm too choosy... haven meet the one... maybe met ba but 'you yuan wu fen'.... just one sided? sometimes i wondered if i'll ever get married lol... fate... should i believe on tt?

Added On...

Went to view Cindy's blog... Saw the testimoials zk n darly gave. Kind of have this thinking that zk's really trying hard to save this relationship... well sometimes some words are just hard to speak from a guy's mouth... love is all about commitment, understanding, tolerating, being faithful, keeping promises, forgiving and willing to sacrifize... i think i wun be able to fulfill all these criteria n maybe tts y i dun wish to commit now... See friends with somebody this moment n breaking up next moment, seeing them suffering, tt doesn't feels good, or maybe i'm just not fortunate enough to experience all these...

to cindy: well i think the decision still lies with u, dun listen to wat others say, which one better, which one more suitable for u... coz after all u spent the most time with them. u understand them better, u know wat u really need. Easy to say i know but like wat Mrs Tan always say " tts life..."so spend some time, shut urself in ur room, on some music, start mapping out ur criteria see if which fits! dun take too long wor coz this will only make u suffer more... look forward, u have my support:)

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

boring day...

study test like hell..... one night pia 3 plus chapters..... slpt 4 hrs..... damn tired sia after vigorous exercise, but cannot rest! skipped lesson today to study for the test. went home slp after tt... boring day......

This morning b4 i went sch my mum came back from work, shown her my medal, she am chio lol, say i got so gd meh, then say it's grp effort, not individual medal. At night my dad came home, told him about my victory, he asked got trophy anot, i told him now ppl dun get trophy liao, all medals, he laughed, say got bigger than my mum's trophies from singing competitions anot. told him mine is harder to get lor! but i know they are both very proud of mi:)

got diarrhoea this morning.... feeling so weak in the morning, muscle aching the whole body..... not enough slp, had my first meal at 6 plus, then went for a nap....

training has stop le, think after fyp then continue... start to feel tt my life is missing out something lol... hopefully my passion in squash wun fade after poly life...

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

SP WOSH! U go Gals!

Champion for SP gals team 2006/2007!

Oh my god! this is the most memorable day of my years in SP! my own gold squash medal! One tt really n truely belongs to mi! The one i fight for with all my might, and of coz couldnt make it without the rest of the team mates! Victory to Us!!!!!!

couldnt slp last night... was walking around my room since 12 am.... online chatted with long qiang n wei sian... so nervous. think this is the most frantic day of the ivp! was lying on my bed at 2 am... toss n turn.. couldn't slp... listened to the radio... 4am... eyes still wide open.... off my music, slowly entering la la land.... woke up at 9 plus today... lesson at 11am.... still got time.. but continue to think about the on coming match..... argh.... lesson is boring... still thinking of the matches...... break time.... still the matches..... practical... nothing but matches... shit this is driving mi crazy... i insisted in buying a milo bar to boost energy... well i'm abit superstitious.... first day and sec day of ivp match, i wore the same SB, same socks, same rubberband, brought the same things to sch. ate milo bar. both won so i have to wear the same thing n eat the same thing again heehee. prayed to my god yesterday night... omg did everything i could... hopefully luck will be with us...

reached court around 4 plus after school.. omg geting more n more jing zhang!
warm the ball till around 5 the ppl from other poly started coming in... heart was pumping like mad...just at this time angie's racket string broke! she looked damn traumatized! damn sad case also coz last minute sia n she haven even played her match..... so she borrowed racket from felicia. then hui wen received a call from coach.... i'm playing the first match, angie sec, wei sian third, Dawn forth, hui wen fifth.

First match, I'm playing with Glady's causin, Eunice... a quite small size gal.. before i go in, there's this old lady from NP whom we call her the pui pui auntie, she told mi to remove my earings coz they were protruding, very dangerous... wat the fuck, earrings only, i think the main reason is bcoz i'm wearing the letter S and P she not feeling very good.... mine is ear stud sia wat protruding... does she mean that her players cannot wear spects lah! but nv i dun argue with her, i took it off. in the end i still i won Eunice 3 straught sets, abit tai ko.... hit her twice but she also hit mi once... think she damn angry with mi.... but she abit attitude also, ask let also cannot ask properly... must give black face..... lucky i won her... but not easy winning also..... all the matches i played so far have to run like mad.... last time i dunno wat is running, now i know...... lucky my stamina is there..... hee my trainings not wasted...

Sec match angie lost to a former mgs gal... np first seed... think partly due to the racket.... nvm, nice game.

Third match wei sian against shi hui. too easy for her. won :) our spirits were damn high by this coz its sp 2 vs np 1, one more set n then everything will end!

Forth match, damn was playing against Jasmine. too strong.. dawn lost... but she wasn't playing very well, mentally gave up... wat a pity...

last match, deciding match, hui wen, our captain vs their captain! first set hui wen lost, wah was damn furious! dunno wat she was doing inside! feeding her, giving her so loose shots, not running hard for the balls... but can't scold her coz will affect her mood... sec set.. thanks god, she's back! trash her! same for the next 2 sets! tts the way hui wen! victory! she let out her virgin tears lol tears of touch, our trainings, not wasted! gold medal for sp gals!!!! and ah ma's going for dinner n dance!!!! well done gals!

then we proceed to watch the guys' match. zi xuan was playing with sam from np, lost first set, fighting hard for secong. at this point, zi xuan collapsed on the ground, flame clog... had breathing difficulty..... the ambulance came... walk over....... there goes guy's silver......

then was photo taking! say cheese, say VICTORY!

Well learnt alot from the ivp.... NV SAY DIE!!! i think no matter how strong ur opponent is, NV ever have the thinking that u will lose.. think positive! do ur best in the court, fight till the very last moment, nothing's impossibe.....

wanna thank my friends for coming down to support mi, and also see jun for feeding us ball, helping us to train, wanna thank yimin, mekko, mao mao, gladys, denise, danvin n nicholas for giving their best support! luv all of u, luv squash.......

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Sundae

feeling nervous, worried, uneasy..... yet have the urge to trash them! argh, i believe we can do it! its either we play frantically against them, or we go into the court n kick their butt!!!! lets throw them out of our court! this is our last battle.. we're NOT creating miracles, we are creating another beautiful history!
GO SP GO!!!

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

Birthday party...

went for pei shan's bday party today, before tt, wei sian n ah ma went to the si ma lu temple to pray for the match on mon. The condo pei shan lived in is quite beautiful, with many animal status around, making it somehow look like a zoo. hee. was feeling abit awkard there hee.... she invited her relatives, friends, n her sister's friends n of coz not forgetting the squashers. for the squashers, there were yimin, mekko, danvin, wei sian, hui wen, joan n mi, too bad nanny couldn't come... had buffet in her place, luv her 'back garden', sooo romantic like restaurant litat... then after eating we taking pics... lots of pics... her bday cake was a 4kg mango key from jack's place, damn nice! so its about litat lor, played a small game with peishan also but she couldn't guess what my fav pet is.... sad lol but still passed her the presents:)

the thought of the ivp match against np freaks mi slightly... HATE them coz they die die wanna occupy our courts... hope the fall sick, serious illness till they couldn't go for the match then can walk over!!!! GO SP GO!! Kill them!

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Fri cum sat = HOorAy!

SchOOl...

Woke up late for FYP today... suppose to met 10 but i woke at 10.05.... think slpt late the night coz was rushing my e-learning stuffs.... E-learning sux... make everyone so busy... reached sch about 11 plus to meet john, the contractor for our fyp prototype, gonna show him ow lousy is his materials lol. our prototype went out of shape! his explanation was dus to the heat from the sun. Kwok say was the design of our prototype n we say its the material lousy lol... we already made 2 prototype which cost us more than 2 thousand bucks... so ex hor but he's must better than the previous contractor we found - roger.... we had lunch after the 'meeting' with him then went to look for mr kwok to brief us on our fyp report. We spent quite a long time about it, think kwok also cannot tahan the long discussion lol somemore he has to brief 2 groups. meizhen n estee still stayed behind with us for more than an hour though we are diff groups. so kind of them :) conclusion is, the report got alot of changes to do.... gonna ask cindy to ton at my house someday...

Squash!

HOoOOraAaaAAY!!!!!!! Another Victory for SP!!!!! which means to get a gold, we MUST win NP on mon..... GO SP GO!
I'm not as nervous as i am on mon. hui wen had a call from coach, he said the arrangement shall be the same as mon's match. so huiwen is the first player, i'm the second, followed by dawn, angie n wei sian... hui wen say tt if we get 5-0, she'll go DnD... but she so suay, she tio the first seat of NYP - lena, who had played squash for 6 or 7 years. despite tt the opponent's sick n was suffering from drowsiness due to her medicine, she still won the match, of coz predictable coz she played so long le. But ah ma was not into the game for the first 2 sets, think she felt no point fighting since Lena confirm win... but if she fights for it, maybe can win a set? Zi xuan was saying lena's skill hasn't improve most since the last IVP... well but she's still quite strong for us...
Here comes my match, knowing hui wen has lost her match worries me abit.... we can't lose again.... but wat worries mi more was this gal with pink hairband, i was eyeing her when both our schools were warming up in the courts. she looked very zai. Later hui wen told mi tt i would be playing against her later, kao panicked abit... but still not nervous... then was time for us to go into the court...she stroke her ball, i stroke my ball... was abit scared lah, scared not because it's a competition but more on worry coz not really satisfied with my own strokes when warming up... her forehand not so bad. can't recall her backhand le think alright also. but my backhand better lol... the first set started, her service is nice, my service went haywired tt day, 10 balls i get 7 balls out.... y??????? wasn't like this before n i was very careful already..... lost the first set coz of that.... filled with nothing but worries...... NYP! though ah ma say they were weak? cindy came to support mi too. Ah ma told me if we can win 4 matchs against NYP tehn she go DnD. so i headed against this target... i MUST win!!!! if not no where to hide my face also... sec set, my service still out... nvm tried my best to return her ball... managed to win back this set, now is 1-1... third sat, service still out, so pek chek, but also managed to get a few point by service (USED to be very zai in service ok!) this set did alot of running in the courts, run everywhere for the ball.... then i realise she has the weak points tt i have... so tried to attack tt weak side of her... she accidentally kena mi on the face, i was still fighting to get the ball but think she distracted too, asking mi if i pain anot, but then i already return the ball liao she nv notice so point to mi :D third set won... so it's not 2-1, one more set to go! was Sooo damn tired by then, started to feel headache... can't concentrate very well... was perspiring alot, tt stupid new jersey was SOOoOoO bloody damn thick! mentally n physically exhausted... last set to go... cannot waste any more sets already... i tried to play a good n forceful shots everytime... run the hell out of mi, finally, won the last set, and my match, phew, hopefully will boost my teammates' moral abit... then they told me she was the vice captain of NYP, not bad huh out 5th seat can win their sec seat. but actuall no need scared anymore coz the rest of the opponents were our year one standard, Dawn, Angie n Wei sian won without a bit or sweat! trash them!!!! now our target is to win NP! we can make history happen again!!!! ah ma back on her words... she told us if we win 3-2 against ngee ann than she do DnD.. wth!!! captain leh! keep blaffing us.... but still hope we win n then she will go!
I think i played better than mon thought my opponent is stronger than the one i played on mon. was not nervous at all, my hand didn't shake, only anger, angry about myself, angry tt she hit mi on my face... lol at least i tried to be angry on tt so tt i can hit harder strokes..... i can run better this time coz i'm wearing my sis's FBT... gonna kop from her secretly again on mon lol. having ur ppl cheering outside for u also helps to boost confident n encourage u. and of coz, understand ur opponent.....
Tts the sec match i won for SP... ''P
Congrats to the guys for trashing NYP at 5-0 ! but unfortunately NP lost to TP, so here goes the guys' gold medal..... girls, now it's us to make it happen!!! FIGHT FOR IT!!!

Slping late...

Slept at 5 last night which was on fri.... maybe too happy le, but the happiness was nothing compared to the first match i played. didn't feel like slping though was damn exhausted.. watcheed tv, reading magazine n looking for nice perms so i can do it for prom night. i'm so looking forward to it.... though ah ma PS us... hmph!

Pei Shan's party!

later's we'll be going peishan's place to celebrate her birthday. but now raining sia... hopefully will stop later... meeting the gals late in the afternoon... think go do a bit of hw now.... hopefully she'll get a big surprise later! argh body aching now....

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Friday, November 10, 2006

boring day....

woke up in the afternoon, went to the sch to teach gilko squash.. wanna thank jyh yong n hui wen for the court key n locker key. spent quite a long time teaching Gilko how to serve the ball but then think i'm not a gd coach after all coz till now she still cannot serve lol so we just hit the side wall, i hit to her, she hit back to mi... well taught her everything i could! then she treat mi grean tea lol. went kfc after tt for dinner. i tried the new fish n chips. alright only, but quite ex.... not worth the money... went home around 7 plus n slack till now...... laazzy mi.... oh i gave jyh yong's court key a new look ;) quite proud of it lol hope he will prefer it's new shape muahahaha...

Playing against NYP tml, no stress coz hui wen say sure win, dunno true anot lol hopefully lor. 5-0 ah abbit hard.... tt kanasai hui wen! set so high a target, at least give others a chance to win one set mah hee but then still wish to achieve 5-0 lah, SP FIGHT TILL THE END!!!

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suay day!

Today's training starts at 2pm, reach there then realized tt i forgot to bring my shorts, bo bian gonna go home n take... damn tired sia just reach sch hane to go home n come back again... dunno have to change how many trains... damn f***ing frustrated.... reahed sch around 4........ the courts were occupied by the student n staffs coz of the student-staff games... playes matches with wei sian, angie n sabrina, wah angie was damn good, her shots are sooo zai! think she should be the first seat for gals sia.. opps, no offence to hui wen! so tts all the 'training'was about... abit waste of time i think..... no mood also... played so lousy.... after tt went for the refreshment... nothing much to eat, but cannot complain also coz not meant for us :X bad day.........

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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

wat a day...

Fyp, Shopping!
today went to sch for fyp, actually wanna do TDS and TSS test but then the lab was closed so went to finnish our discussion in the library. After tt went to meet wei sian and ah ma to shop for pei shan's present. Cindy went along with us coz she has to get her hp fixed. think she abit too chor lor, tts y her hp end up litat lol... We bought peishan a book mark, a 'messager', keychain and a ladies boxes. hee add on to yimin they all's present to accumulate to 21 gifts for her.... tough one but then actually i think its better to share n buy a big gift for her coz some of those we bought were not useful actually lol.. but since its her 21st bday, have something special for her ba..

Dinner!
We went one place which is call dunno wat wang jiao watever at cineleisure. wei sian odered some bread thing with milo powder n peanut butter on it, then ah ma ordered a hambergur like thing, which she almost die from slicing it. (was damn hard) I ordered a mango ice thing, like mountain, eat until i almost freeze to death. but then i like the somgs played there. all duets though abit old but still nice...
we shoped till about 10 in orchard, ah ma bought herself a t-shirt from dunno where n then wei sian went to try a few dresses for prom. there's one i think look quite nice on her, it's a black colour short dress, but then the cutting abit weird so wei sian duwan... but think she can consider tt kindda design ba...
toking about prom... our table's still not fixed yet.... think should be sitting rite at the very end ba lol.

Hmm...
Tomorrow wy got a soccer match in sch, he wanted me to go n watch but then dunno should go anot.... one thing is i dun wanna wake up so early hee, the match is at 11... consider first lah...

OMG..!!
On the way back home in the lrt, was sitting beside this guy in white, something like the marine time clothes... got a feeling he was staring at mi... i tried to look as fierce n dao as i could then he dig out a piece of paper then look look, and then he ask mi if he's taking the correct train. then i look at the paper which he drew out the route, die liao he's heading Jelapang, the station i'm living at... so he began chatting with mi, asking where i'm staying, if i'm singaporean, whether here got anyplace nice to go.. kao how i know where nice, i'm a homely person! so i told him here nothing nice, then he say he's from malaysia and ask be if i've been there. then he's head start to move nearer..... argh... feel like smacking him off! was waiting n waiting, praying n praying to reach the station soon.... then finally reach liao he ask mi if i'm in a rush, then i told he got something to do, need to rush home... he said if i'm not in a hurry maybe can go drink coffee..... peng ah... he look almost 30 le lor, or izzit i look old..... hope i'll nv see him again.........

pain...
Oh yah this morning wake up got sore throat... coz yest work too hard for SP le, had been screaming my lungs out then whole night, think no one can fight with mi coz i'm born with a loud voice and it's put to gd use lol... and my palm, clap till blue black! dunno burst how many blood vessels le and busted so many tp gals lol who cares, i'm SP's screamer! just like the one in my blog, burst their ear drums!!! but still, i'll continue to cheer for SP, with every last breath and energy i have.... GO SP! must get 5-0 against Nanyang on friday, so ah ma will keep her promise and go prom night with us! SP WOSH!

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

ivp!

today's our first ivp match, SP vs TP....
was so nervous th whole afternoon. went early to sch to stroke n warm up first. hui wen's playing the first match, i'm playing the sec, dawn third, angie forth n wei sian fifth. hui wen's one was an easy game. mine was suppose to lah but then played abit shity today.... was leading in the first 2 matches at first but my opponent caught up and was a close game. luckily i managed to win her at the end... was shivering in the court for the first 2 games then third game managed to trash her a little lah, 9-3. phew, so shiok after tt, this is the first match i won for SP...... wei sian n angie played well today and SP won 4 matches overall (TP -1)

The guys were not so lucky, TP was tough this year. the games were exciting. didn't watch most of them play coz need to support the gals first lol. watched the full last match which jie wei was playing against a F graded guy. tt guy looks like mommy's boy, quite fair looking also. he won the first set, sc set jie wei won, then he cried... third set jie wei won, forth set he won last set was the most exciting set, they fight like hell.... tt guy was leading at first then jie wei caught up, then he lead again, finally jie wei won the game, 9-7. though jie wei's stroke was not killing ones but was really impressed by his determination to fight for the ball. Tts our captain we're tallking about, good job man! overall, the guys lost to tp (2-3) according to jie wei, jyh yong lost becoz of his stamina.... maybe he came too early to warm up ba... he was pretty disappointed also, but he's still sp's hero:)
wanna thank long qiang, darius, fuwen, nai lin and wen xu's gang for coming down to support mi and of coz to support sp, wanna thank wy n wq for their encouragement too, not forgetting our nanny, calling from aus to update about the game.
SP SP fight till the end!!!
tomorrow's gonna go sch for fyp n to do e-learning stuff, after tt gonna shop for pei shan's bday present. so busy! hai dun feeling like working next week.... tts for all today...hopefully can get my prom shoes fast!

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

hee..

went shopping with my mum today... got a dress for DnD le... cost me $149.90... quite ex sia so i decided to wear it to every function i have! including the coming new year! lol make the dress worth while! hmm... still gt shoes n bag haven buy... another shopping trip to go!
boss asked mi to work today, plus extra pay but then i prefer spending my weekend shopping... no time to shop, exp next week... conclusion: shopping more impt then working!!! tml morning shall go jog with my dad, hope to keep fit esp when the tournament is a day away... jia you!

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scary

so scary!!! ivp's only a 2 days away..... so kong bu!!! trained till 10 pm yest... wei sian's sick, ah ma n angie's leg got pro... everyone's feeling shit n yest's friendly against nanyang girls was a disaster.... my score was 0-9, 4-9 think my opponent quite slack, if she use her full strength think i'll score 0 for both sets!!! shaking sia.... monday's the day!!! but then dunno playing against which sch leh... hopefull everyone on form tt day.......

GO SP GO!!!

so many assignments n reports.. dunno can finish within the -learning week anot..... so many games n trainings... stress....

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Friday, November 03, 2006

stress...

lesson at 8am.. woke up at 8.10... rushed to sch.... teacher nv turn ur for previous lesson... was damn lucky....
7 hours of lessons today... so tired! did abit of fyp during break... fyp again after ch.... went shopping with cecilia today, didn't get anything waste of time...
tried looking for dinner n dance dress, saw one which i like alot - $149... we continued to comb the shopping mall for dresses and i saw another nice short dress - $260... kao y all the nice dress so ex n all the cheap dresses so ugly... decided to pull my mum to look at the $149 piece for advice... shall get tt one after i got my pay...
my dad's bday today, everyone waited for mi to bring back the cake... come home only see black faces.... hey its troublesome to carry the cake all the way from toen back home wor!!! k now is report time... gonna finish 2 reports n 1 tutorial by today! tml gonna have friendly with NYGH and wei sian... shag!

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

Wed

Today's the first time i'm early for colin tan's lesson, well not exactly early lah but still before he make the attendance. Was studying with Cindy from 10 am to 3pm for the PQM test.. can't seen to memorise anything.... its only the second test and everone was so pia.. got a 6 marks question wrong....

Training was not as fierce compared to yesterday but then still quite tiring... think fri have to play with wei sian to determine who will play in the first round... sabrina post us a question today: who do u think is the most handsome guy in squash. well felicia says its fredrick, while i think he's handsome when he was in yr 1. I personally think its.... erm can't remember the name - the guy who brought us rabbit mooncake during lantern festival. However in terms of inner beauty, i think jyh yong's the best!

This week have to hand in last draft of fyp report, 1 formal report, and also has to complete mrs tan's tutorial... nv do sure die flat flat!!! can't imagine i'm listening to classics now... all the oldies....

so tired now, but still have to do fyp report... sian.. next week's gonna be damn pack! mon n tues will be our ivp, tues wed will be our training, thurs meeting gilko, sat gonna rest n do e-learning stuffs, sun gonna study for tests.... busy busy...

About him... he broke up with his gf n confessed to mi... but i only hope to continue being friends with him... maybe i should keep a distance from him so that he wun get the wrong idea... or is this running away from the problem? dunno, too tired to think...

i wanna go shopping!!!

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

Saturday afternoon...

argh my house is caotic....... my sis mess up the tv program n settings of my mum's tv n my mum gave her a beating.... poor her but who ask her itchy hand anyway.... my mum can't play her hokkien songs in her room so now she's blasting the music in our living room!!! argh noisy....... trying to fix her tv but only managed to reinstall the channels but the sound abit gone, dunno y the background noise so loud...... loud music spoils my mood....

my sis's online too, mist be blogging about the incident, cursing her family members like she always does... haiz wonder when will he value her family.....

its been a bad sat... thinking of working tomorrow makes mi so sian... haiz moodless day....

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sec family...

To all my School family members... suddenly thought of this while i'm doing some business in the toilet :P... Hmm had this flash back on our trip to Genting... This all happened from a casual question asked by winnie, to go on a holiday with her "gang" (estee, bee cheng, mei shan n her) just nice cindy n zheng kai had this plan to go for a holiday in Genting too. Thinking it'll be so fun to join them, i agreed too. Everything happened so naturally n quickly, we went to the travel agency to book tickets within a month n with a blink, we reached genting! well couldn't believe i went soooo far to another country with ppl whom i only tok to in sch, toking no more than 20 lines a day (may be abit kua zhang)... and they were not my clic in sch... the trip was a memorable, exciting and unforgettable...

Such a pity that everything ended so fast n we were back to singapore.... the funny thing is we became a clic from then on, having lunch together, sitting in a proup together, travelling around singapore for good food together... This trip has really got us closer together. Maybe also due to fyp that we get to spend more time with each other...

However, ever since we started on our fyp report, we kind of splitted into 2 groups again. (group1 - winnie, mei zhen, estee group 2- cindy and me). thought we are in the same group, we have to had in 2 separate reports but same presentation.. so as the fyp hands on is approaching a complete, we now spend more time on our individual group report. hopefully we wun become like we were before the genting trip.

Hereby, i would like to delicate this song to my family members, reminding everyone the happy moments we used to have...

"I luv U, U luv me, we are happy family,
With a great big hug and a Kiss from me to U,
Wun U say U luv Me too...."

hee Winnie, memorise k, know u still dunno the lyrics ha...

luv u all!!!

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fri

Test sux today... can't do colin's questions....... haiz

ivp's appraoching.. the team has been training hard today, 10 sets of court sprints today, almost died there lol... had matches with angie n pei shan today, shag.... jie wei say from now on, during trainings, the gals should play with the guys to improve our game play but then i think its abit too late now so well wait n see ba....
wanted to go gym today actually but ending up doing formal report in the library. not so bad afterall, did one quarter of it le, mon gonna submit one formal report, one data sheet, test on wed n thurs... haiz stress... i wanna so shopping!!!

Mentioned about WY as ah ma, wei sian n i were chatting during squash and ah ma reminded mi about him n Hing Wan. was so bothered by it... i think i should start drifting away from him for our own good.... life of being single is aso carefree! dun have to account anything to anyone, can mix with any one i wan, haiz cannot imagine what will it be if i'm attached...

feel like taking a long break from work haiz damn busy... no time to date myself.......

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Wednesday!

skipped 2 lessons today... overslept, despite 3 ppl giving mi morning calls.... wat a pig.... colin tan's lesson was the first, think i am seriously black listed by him, who cares anyway, dislike him.... anyway cindy said he taught crap today so nvm... was slightly late for practical today coz i realized that i had forgotten to bring my labcoat so have to go back home to retrieve.... haiz so suay... practical abit lost also... dun know what i'm doing.... begining to hate practicals.... it was so fun back in the sec sch days... haiz poly.... cynthia cried after the pract coz she put the caps of the volumetric flasks into the oven and they melted. It was not her fault actually but she thought she got us into trouble. Wanted to console her but got scoldings from Fuwen, sobz he said we left her out during the pract, having her to stare at the computer by herself while we use the waiting time to do our fyp. well actually didnt blame fuwen coz i think we are really at fault to do out fyp during pract lesson and neglected cynthia,.. no next time! so sorry cynthia....

had our lunch after sch.... WY keep playing tricks, dun wanna return mi my racket... but still got it back coz i told him my coach coming early today hee... we agreed to have a match, if i lose i'll treat him to my work place to eat, if he loses, he'll treat mi to sewnsen! muahahaha i'll be waiting for the swensen treat!

reports are piling up...... fyp still has no progress.... we 'planted' few cylinders at T11A, hopefully can get acurate measurement of the rainfall, so lucky it rained today so probably tml will go check it out, hopefully it works....

Winnie recommanded us to try out the buffet at Sakura, according to her, it's a mixture of jap n seafood if not wrong... heard it's quite nice. hope can go there try someday, misses mei shan's place... yum yum food....... Finally i found out what my favourite food is :aloe vera, popcorn and grass jelly.

training's abit sian today, started warming up at around 3.15..... played a game with ah ma, dawn n coach! think i played super lousy sia..... need immediate improvement but ivp is apraoching... so many things to improve, so little time.... ming zhou said i lost weight, quite hapy to hear tt but dun feel it leh... feel like getting heavier... they say drink fruit juice will make u fatter dunno true anot.... haiz hopefull can slim down as much as possible b4 DnD....

went vivo city with WY yest, its damn big n complicated... there are shops like Zara, Forever 21, G2ooo, Mango, Levis, cafes.... maybe can find my DnD dress there. love the garden-like space outside, so cool n romantic, got music somemore, got kids playing in the pool.... best place for couples... Then we went to catch 'Death Note' at the Cathey, we we so lucky to watch it in the grand cathey, it was so big n cosy, damn grand! the scrren was behind a curtain and when the movie in starting, the curtain scrolls open, many clapped lol. we were caught taking pics in there lol so malu... we sat at the second last row n behind us were a bunch of irritating teenagers.... toking n toking non stop, think one of then watched the movie b4 n was telling his friends the story as we watched. kao if ppl wanna hear him say then they wun come to watch le ma, such an idiot! WY said there was a last part which ill feature part 2 of death note but we waited until the lights are on but still nothing was there so left le... we went to LJS for dinner which was about 9 plus i think and we were the last 2 to leave.... omg think the ppl there must be cursing us, just like how i used to curse the customers at my work place when they refused to leave lol... tt marks the end of the Hari Raya....

Test on Fragrance this comng fri, beter study for it now....

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

Friday!

Did my report from 4am to 9.45 am this morning... gonna pia my FYP report, have to hand in first draft.. siong ah cindy n i had a marathon hee shag... Lucky my sch starts at 11 a today, but was still late hee. Saw Zaini on the way to sch, chatted abit but nothing much to talk about.. Found that he's more open and friendly compared to when he's in sec sch.

Received a postcard from "Nanny" yesterday, so surprise hee gonna reply him soon but dun have his add in Aus... i think communication through post is much more interesting n fun:) he must be missing us there,, poor him lol but i do miss him sometimes...

2 hours of sch only... went to look for Kwok after tt, found tt we don't really have much comon topics to tok about, only DnD... Went T11A to took some pics for fyp and did the microbial count. Fuji was in the lab too, so weird he took initiative to tok to mi lol, actually he's not tt bad but just doesn't interact with ppl... all the best to him ba.

Training abit sucky.... broke my string... first time i broke my string... have to re-string le... lucky wei you going queensway so can help mi get it string.... shit!!! forgot tell him the tension i wan... die lah..... wasted my money le.... HAIZ.... so stupid of mi......

Toking about money, have been trying to earn money for the dinner n dance, thailand trip n driving lesson... shit sia need so much money..... dad has no intention of subsidizing mi.... POOR mi....

Was really excited about prom night, started to think of what to wear on tt day, where to get my make up done, hairdo fixed, so stress lol! but before all these have to finish my FYP report first.... think it'll take another 2-3 weeks.... nvm jia you! just hope jeffrey whye (co-examiner_ is not tt strict........ tired sia, coffee doesn;t work today.......

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Wed...

haiz late for sch, 13 mins only, colin tan so reluctant to mark our attendance... shit him, hate him for life... hate his lesson also, dunno how to teach, ppt slides totally diff from notes, tupid lecturer.....

muscle ache.......

today training abit sian... just playing matches.... hui wen sick, didn't come...

so lazy to blog....

tomorrow going gym....

alot of stuffs happened but lazy to type... tts all.. dislike colin tan...

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Just another day...

SUAY day...
Today so unlucky, spoil my own heels on the way to sch.... so malu sia but fortunately i have training today so changed into court shoe but the overall outfit is so weird : top abit lacey, bottom skirt, with court shoe... anyway lazy to change to t-shirt also.... late for sch today coz woke up late hee went gym with winnie they all yest.

Gym...
was quite fun working out in gym with mei zhen, winnie, estee n cindy they all.. They were all very enteraining hee enjoyed their company also :) I joined them at a later time coz have to go back home to take my clothes coz not dry yet...
Heard from Wen xu that ru long complain that i PS them yest as i was suppose to jog with them in sch hee... real sorry for tt, but then i also PS sisi... agreed to stay back in sch to so report with her but forgot... PAISEH SISI!! Gym got so many things to do, cindy actually wanna take weights but there only got guys so she back out le lol. i think i shouldn't do weights if not arms sure grow big!!! It really feel great when we perspire, can help destress too, hmm should drag the gals out to gym more often sia, exercise is good for health!

Ever since after the holidays, i've drifted from fuwen's group to winnie's partially because of fyp... sec.ly also because we had travelled to such a far place together, spending 3d2n with one another which had definitely strengthened our bonds ... everything happened so unexpectedly lol really cherish that... Actually i enjoy being in a girls group more than in a group with guys coz can share secrets with one another. i think that pure friendship doesnt exist btw a guy n a gal... for example ru long with fu wen n cyn. they are in a clic, but inside this group there's already a couple. and wat about ru long n cyn? they may be in the same clic but frankly speaking, ru long's not close with cyn... another example... cindy n gary's group, that one i shall not say further... so y not choose a all girls group where all can tok about anything under the sun, go shopping and gossip together?

but then kindda think back, ru long has really treated mi well, he took good care of mi as a FRIEND, giving mi morning calls, coaching mi in studies, planning so much for my bday... really appreciate tt... but then our friendship is drifting apart n i can feel his loneliness without mi sitting beside him lol coz cyn n fuwen are always sticking together and nl is now with his fyp group... thinking of that, what kindda friend am i? leaving someone who has treated mi as good friend for the past sems just because i found a new group of ppl whom i'm happier with? HAIZ... confused n stuck... what am i going to do? (i'm sorry ru long....)

anyway, glad that fyp has brought us closer... it's not like when we first formed the fyp team, having this uneasy n left out feeling...really looking forward to our east coast outing hee... winnie promised to bring us eat some good food so shall wait for tt too:)

thanks gals for everything.....

Gary was asking mi about the conflict btw ru long n mei zhen. Haiz class politics.... hopefully everything remains peaceful this sem... hmm can't understand y ppl cannot live in harmony... was is because of clashes in personality? or izzit charecter wise? anyway hope they can 'hua di wei you' and live happily ever after!

Kwok's Bday...
Haha actually wanna celebrate mr kwok's bday with him but then he has to leave sch early (took leave).. so after our first lesson, we rush to his office to pass him a box of ' he tao su'. no cake for him coz we thought of buying it after sch but too bad he has to leave early, so no cake for him! hee maybe next year... I brought 2 boxes of ' he tao su' initially, thinking that it's be weird if we give kwok and then skipped jeffrey whye (they shared the same room) so was intending to pass the other box to him but then unfortunately the room is lock. On our way back to class we met Ho thiam aik, cindy think we should pass him the ;he tao su'instead and i think it's more appropriate too as he was our class tutor and he has treated us well lol so there goes the sec. box. think he was quite shock to receive it.

Squah training...
Today's training uppose to start at 3.30 but when i reached, only 2 year ones were there.... and so was coach! think coach was so sick of waiting of us to come punctual for trainings.... Was quite unhappy with the captains n vice caps... training was suppose to start at 3.30 and none was there to open the courts, having coach waited there for SOOOOOO long... this was not the first time they were not punctual for trainings... remembered when i was in yr 2 the courts were ALWAYS open before training time, almost everyone was punctual... but wat's wrong this yr, low commitment? laziness? just excuses... attendence is poor, punctuality is poor, attitute is poor....and now even the commitees got pro.... how are the members going to obey what they say if they dun set good example for the rest... ivp's coming.... actually i'm not at all anxious or worry about it coz i'm sick of the last minute changes of training schedules, going there early to see that no one's there and tt the courts are not even open when they are suppose to... not gonna care anymore....

Living in a complicated world.......

opps this song.... (fa ru xue) listening to the radio now.. this song reminds mi of ah kit.... suddenly miss him... haiz anyway hope he's good in malaysia....

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

genting trip!!! best trip ever...

Cool So fast the trip has ended... really miss the crazy nights we had together...

We set off on the 13th Sept in the morning.... met at golden mount, took a log kok bus to genting... the ride was not as bad as i expected, though the bus abit small, but still quite cosy hee... it was a 7 hours ride all the way up to genting.... we stopped twice in between the jouney for toilet breaks. the toilets there were horrible! dirty, smelly, disgusting.... singapores' so clean!!! we passed by a cemetery on our way up, so scary...

We reached genting at aroung 2 pm in the afternoon, winnie, estee n i shared a room, mei zhen n mei shan shared another room n cindy shared one with zheng kai. after checking in we went for lunch, no time to waste lol... Had our lunch at Marry Brown, then we shop around first world hotel. Cindy n zheng kai tried the rock climbing hee cindy out win zheng kai! We visited the 'haunted house' at night, haha there;s hidden people in the haunted house waiting to scare you... But a little funny incident happened inside the house.... as we were walking inside, there's a guy trying to scare us at the back, then half way he shouted: 'salah salah!' coz zheng kai lead us into the wrong door which the staffs there forgot to close. not as scary as expected after all.... We caught the 'Little Man' in the cinema, laugh till we cry sia! first time can laugh like no one's business inside a cinema, haha no one will recognise us anyway! the tickets were cheap but then the popcorn not so nice... after that we bought drinks from starbucks back to the hotel. played cards n truth or dare, talked about our deepest secrets hoho....
The there was a surprise for estee n winnie, we gave them a small belated birthday party in the hotel room... was really a BELATED one haha bought a cake, some snacks n drink... we stayed up till 4 plus am... wat a day....ZzzZZZz.....

2nd day, we woke up around 9.30am and had dim sum for breakfirst. then we bought the tickets to the outdoor theme park. we played the cyclone, gold kart and dunno wat roller coaster, played twice, felt giddy after tt... poor estee, was dragged by us to play haha. the gold kart was damn slow! think i can jog faster than that! mei shan n zheng kai tried the space shot, so brave sia! we went archery after tt haha not bad sia my shots, but tiring.... after thT we rotted for a while then went for another movie: 'dead or alive', the movie was action pack, quite nice i'll say, nice moves, sharp actions, but then mei zhen, winnie n estee fell asleep lol... think they were too tired after the rides! went for buffet dinner, damn bloated after tt, but the satay was nice...yum yum... but then the desserts cannot make it... all mousse, so fattening... we got ourelves 4 bottles of vodka to share among 6 of us, excluding cindy... hee abit hangover after tt...

third day! so fast our trip ending... still cannot imagine i went to genting with winnie they all, everything just happened so fast... we went for our last breakfast in genting at 'hao wei', the food alright alright only... then we went to a small garden n took lots of pictures.... haha we took more at the bus waiting area n caught quite some attention hee... we were lucky to be able to ride a 5 star coach back. ... another 7 hour ride... but we wun complain coz its a 5 star coach lol with so little money we paid... at the tuas checkpoint, we were queueing up to scan our bags whenn mei zhen happen to tell us that she has 2 packs of chewing gums in her plastic bag... panic, we stuffed all teh chewing gums in between her clothes, close shave! blur her! got a free ride home by winnie's parents... tiring day...

This trip has really been a fruitful one... it brought us closer to one another and understand each other better.... but then stll hard to imagine i went with them... lol... all of them were so fun to be with.... wanna thank:

Meishan, for taking great care of me and giving me full entertainment lol.. always by my side throughout the trip, but naughty naughty huh teach us how to trip ppl hee, really a fun person to be with:)

Estee, for being such a good company, joing us in those rides which she was so afraid of haha. great comedian and entertainer too hee.. she's always the first to open the door when the doorbell rings for morning call. she'll be the first to bathe n get ready in the morning which is good coz mi n winne can have more slping time hee.. cute gal...

Winnie, for sharing her darkest secrets ( thanks to cindy) with us, she's a good mum haha, really a good leader, always the one doing the check-ins hee. independent gal... but shows her innocent side on the bus with the beautiful leg dancing with estee !

Mei Zhen, blur lady hee wanna thank her for sharing her JJ story with us:) she's a great joker too lol, always so on, brought us alot of laughters too! next time must help her check her bags for bubble gums when she returns from malaysia!

Cindy, for choosing to spend ur holiday with us instead of just with ZK lol... she's our directory there, without her think we cannot return to the hotels... sure lost our way.. she also very on, stay with us throught the night, throwing zk in his room by himself lol.

Thanks gals, u made this trip worthwhile.........

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Monday, July 24, 2006

the day after my bday!!!

sun!!!! cannot wake up in the morning sia so nv go study with sisi... paiseh wor... then manager sms mi ask mi work at 4pm.. then said yes lor.... was late for half an hour hee... dun care!!! then gilko, suppose to work at 6, reached at 4 plus can accompany mi too. work's boring but busy sia... habil lost temple, duno y... but then we close damn early, arond 9.30 hee then went have a drink with gilko, ah ming n one of his friends at the nearby coffee shop. left at about 11.20 pm. reach home at 12.30.... damn tired....

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my bday!!!

today's my bday! was gonna bring my mei mei and her exchange student to zoo but in the end she told mi 12 ppl going so i sian diao nv go... was tinking of staying at home whole day slacking n slping then rily sms mi, telling mi to enjoy the outing n then i told her i'm not going, so she said she could meet mi after work at 5 pm and i agreed. then i sms sisi and we went orchard n bugis to shop b4 meeting rily. bought 2 earrings, a t shirt, rubber band, and 2 xxx hee... spending money again... then rily sms sisi n say she wun reach so soon coz got traffic jam so sisi n i continue shopping. then rily called n said she reached. so we went to a restaurant to meet her. was sooo surprise to see boon, keith n cd there too! so touched. they too alot of effort to plan it coz everything was so last minute. love them!!! then got a bottle of wine from chong da n keith, and a adidas bad from sisi n gang. heard they went through alot of trouble getting the bad coz originally they got mi a jaket which is exactly the same as the one ru long got mi and it was hui wen tt called to tell them hee so then changed a bag on tt day.

ru long kept asking mi to go out on my bday. think he too enthu to celebrate my bday with mi lol. actually told him i going out with my sec sch friend liao but then see he so insist, told him i'll meet them at around 8 plus... but then due to the delay of the gathering with sisi n gang, only got to met them at around 10. so guilty... i was so caught in the midle sia... can't leave my sec sch friend aside coz i oni met them around 8pm... so we all went to the casaer pub at bugis there for a drink. tt was fun yet bored hee after tt we headed hoem liao coz fuwen cyn n cin cannot stay till too late. went greenridge with chong da n keith... chatted n chatted till 5 am! dunno we can tok so long haha they said i changed... got the gothic look... so sad, i'm still mi mah.. chong da's going aus in jan next year.... hope we can spend more time together before he leaves.... ivan's coming back in dec! cant wait to see him again! muahaha...

wanna thank all my wonderful n marvellous friends again!!!

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Birthday eve!!!

its friday! last day of squash training before exams...
RL passed mi my bday present during practical lesson...
The night b4 he sms mi, wanting mi to fulfil 3 criteria or else he'll confiscate my present. these are the 3 tupid criteria :X :
1) study hard for my PCCC test which is on fri
2) wear nicely on fri
3) dun be late

hee in the end i only fulfil 1 haha guess which ba...

RL asked mi to bring my labby on fri, so i brought, damn heavy, shoulder nearly collapsed! then during pract, he asked cindy to 'steal' my labby haha so after the pract when i'm packing my bag, couldnt find my labby, the first thought tt came to my mind: must be rulong! so i didnt bother much about it and continue studying for my upcoming test. both of them saw my stressed-up look and decided to return the labby to mi hee actually i was stressed about the test, not the labby. Thats when they pass mi my present too. it was a laptop cover and an optical mouse. Really useful coz i really need it hee then during the lecture after the pract, RL asked if i'm cold and wanted to offer his jacket to mi but then i reject it lah coz not cold at all.... the lesson ended n i went to the library with cyn, fuwen n rl do do their fyp while waiting for my squash. it was boring n cold.. slpt there for a while... in the library, rl kept asking mi if i'm cold but still i insisted tt i dun wanna wear it. then he just threw the bag which he always kept his jacket in to mi, felt something other then his jacket inside but i just took the jacket out n ignored the 'thing' inside. then they started laughing.. rl keep on saying tt i'm stupid, then did i realise my part 2 surprise... then hide my second present in his bag which is a adidas jacket. love it! thanks to rl, fuwen, cyn, ailin, wenxu, mark n nailin!

then just as we were about to leave the llibrary, meet one of my friend and he passed mi a small box. hmm he looks shy lol. he told mi to open after 12am so i did and it was a necklace, love it, it was so gorgeous!

headed to squash after tt, mao mao came play squash. after squash wenxu ah ma wei sian maomao n mi went for dinner. meet dom n jie wei for dessert after tt. dom bought mi a da chang jin vcd which cost a bomb, thanks to him! but then partially coz he wanna watch himself too hee. jie wei sacrificed his slp too! thanks my friend... jie wei kena teased by the dessert auntie tt night hoho...

after 12 am, hp flooded with sms.... coz... its my bday!!!

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Reasons Y I Run/Jog...

Distance Speed No of rouds Reason
short Fast - Training, building up muscles
long Moderate max 6 Training for stamina
long Slow ~6 lose weight
long slow >6 bad mood, stress up, sad, unhappy

Lost to myself... I'm really tired.... give me a break!

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MondaY Tuesday.....

Sch as usual, 9 to 11.... met the person helping us do the fyp prototype.... fancy bringing few pieces of holes n say our prototype done... asshole sia opps :X wasting our time onli.... doesn't listen to us.... doubt our capability sia... bad reputation already..... still lotz of testing to do, prototype not done, log book not filled, posted not yet finished and our dateline is end of july!!! die die die.......

Went Kallang for Novis squash match.... there's some minunderstanding about the reg and so i can to play 2 catogories.... gone for the F grade game, lucky still got the novis one... gonna vs wei sian tml.... damn nervous and scared coz we are almost the same standard, gonna have a fierce fight tml........ Went for dinner at mac with jie wei and gang after tt. bombarded by boon and rily... mon night is ivan's last night in singapore. Keith, Chong da, rily and ivan came my house to chat. they reached my house at 12 plus AM coz i reached home late. ivan brought a bottle of irish creme wine for us, so sweet of him haha so we drank and chatted for some tim b4 ivan started this game which made all of us drank so much water! dunno go toilet how many times... we got forfeits for the game too .... so embarrassing haha then we played truth or dare till we can't think of any more questions to ask one another haha. they stayed till 5 plus in the morning... all so shag but fun:) pity oon n kaili missed it.. slpt at 5.30 and woke up at 8.45.... rulong has been giving mi morning call everyday... this kind of friend where to find!!! today happened to be a damn long day! 10 am to 6 pm... time pass so Ssslllllloooooowwwwwwlyyy...
lucky can go home early... no squash coz quite a number have matches at kallang today....

sisi's bday coming, really headache wat to get for her.. have to go shopping with rily liao.... better start study for thurs test if nmot tml sure no time....

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Monday, June 12, 2006

MOndAY!

went sch with cecilia today. can't finish my report haiz....
suppose to go track and jog with sisi but alot of ppl were there training for poly50 and our dear sisi felt abit shy hee so eventually we went to jog at the canal. not really satisfied coz didn't really make mi tired... and my shoe gave mi some pro... but at least perspired... tml go jog again....

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sunday!

today's another tired day.... only 2 waitress at work- mi and another new girl. the new gal's abit slow so i have to chiong abit..... no handsome guys came to eat today lol :X met up with my sec gd friends after work - rily, sisi, kaili and boon. chatted for a while haiz so long nv meet up already, miss the old days... was thinking if we wanna go MOS next wed on ladies night but sisi and pei wen were not very keen... so see how ba....

really need to go shopping next week, to get my dad something for father's day which i dunno when is it, and a bday present for gilko. saw a bag at bugis the other day and was thinking of getting her tt. hmm hope my taste meet hers... still looking for ppl to shop with mi.... mi sec friends were sooooooooo busy....

gonna start doing some reports and stuffs liao... piling up alot, hmmm meeting sisi tml to do report in sch. hopefully can get some things done. jogging with her too tml... badly need to xercise lol...

this sat should be watching movie with WQ, but so feel like shopping with rily they all..... argh.... see how again....

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

saturday.... 10/6/06

finally, i'm back to blog... today marks the last day of e-learning week..... so many things not done... reports, grp work, fyp blah blah.....

work's damn shag today, alot ppl came to the restaurant to eat haiz better increase our pay sia.... went to look for Rily after work and we went pasamalam together, the stalls were mostly closed by then. So we bought some food and sat down at the void deck, eating and chatting. after tt we went to greenridge to have some dessert. quite full le.... sent rily home and then asked jie wei and dom out and second round of dessert!!! this time dom treat lol. he's a rich guy now. chat till around 2.45am. litat... talked abit about squash camp stuffs, jie wei say i'm stupid somemore.... so angry :X

so excited, ivan's coming back to singapore, hmm gonna plan alot of activities so tt he wun waste his trip here. got some plans liao, we shall go dom's place, which is at east coast to eat, go shopping, go cycling and sun tanning, have some catching up session, go clubbing blah blah it'll be so fun!!! hopefully will be more fruitful than last time he came... remembered the day before he went back to aus, we were suppose to ton at his place, in the end everyone fell asleep... tt's so sad... this time we gonna stay out late, go out early, make use of all the time we have, but back to one thing, all of us are so busy and have such tight schedules, it's hard to gathering the ppl together.... see how ba....

no news from nicholas yet...

lets talk about last squash training.... sian man hui wen and wei sian nv go training so no one to train with... do drives, criss cross.... jogged and did some PT with esther and joan they all, end the day with some games with zi xuan and of coz, lost all the way lol.... will miss next tues's training coz of PTN....

next mon... think will be studying and jogging with cecilia in sch...

next tues.... going jogging with ru long and ah ma they all, doing FYP and going PTN at rice table... heard the food there not so nice, lets see how ba... busy...

next wed... having FTT hopefully pass this time... working at night....

sian... nitez byebye....

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Friday, April 28, 2006

Sucking day..

Wat a day! Went for school sllightly earlier than usual as i have practical this morning but wat the hell, LRT technical problem, train delayed.... in the end was late for school and have to make the rest wait for me... Saw Jie Wei on the opposite platform, should have took the other side with him so tt the f**king thing wun happen to mi... Argh... lousy experience...

Was abit harsh to Rulong today coz he nv bring my notes... feel so bad about it coz my mood was affected by the incident.... hope he's not so petty lol... maybe should sms him later.

Skipped squash today. slept at home, started abit on the pracitcal data sheet. This sem gonna contribute more so tt cynthia wun suffer:P jia you!

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Saturday...

Went shopping with my sec sch buddies today... spent 94 bucks at the Topshop (not my money actually lol). also bought a hp pouch, file and a pair of shoes (wearing it now hee...) went Sakae for dinner and took neoprint. wah spent alot today.. haven finish shopping sia... not enough time... gotta save money to buy rounter liao...

Today abit suay... took bus home and there was this little kid, she vomitted just before getting down the bus and so unlucky that it kena my foot.... had to go BPP to wash it clean... walk home with rily after tt...

Although suay day but quite happy coz bought something today, and also it's a rare chance that we get to find time to shop together. but then again, pocket got hole...

Was to give a reply to long qiang... still wondering how i should put it in words.... but my decision is clear...

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Thursday!

Late for sch today... skipped the first lecture... haiz bad student.... but i slept damn long lor from 6 pm yest sleep till 8am this morning... pig....

today settles one problem regarding the fyp grouping. it's finalized, fuji will not join our group! cheng zuo lian say i "hei xin"...... die i'm being targetted.... gonna suffer for the rest of the sem...

went into the clean room today... cool , have to wear the garments, masks blah blah, coundn;t recognise one another sia lol coz only the eyes are shown.... but tt cheng zuo lian could recognise... probably by height coz there only few short ones there. seems like he'll recognise mi even if i turn into ash....

spent few hours discuss about the CSW thing after school... not really happy with how rulong lead the meeting (not his duty anyway, should be fuwen)... he has got leadership qualities but not to be used in studies, but in the underworld... hee so bad hor.. but he's really an ah beng, an intellgent one :X

WEiting's sick... fri suppose to go shopping with her but maybe not going le ba. dun think going squash tml.... spending some time in my studies.... haiz was thinking whether i should have dinner with jie wei and gang with squash trainings or not coz i found that we dun have any common topics to talk about... maybe should just eat at home... can save money also...

tt's all for today, gotta go library with sisi :P sisi, see i so good to you!

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

friday...

got hit by racket during today's training... now got big bruise... thought my ligament is gonna tear on the hit but then thought too much lol it's just pain till cannot move, but injuries are common in sports i think, just have to becareful... it's a tired day.... weird, usually i'll feel energetic after squash but today felt so weak.... old liao...

a few of the year ones came for training, well haven seen an expert yet so hopefull the johor guy wun disappoint us next tues.... gonna slp le... yawnz....

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Monday, April 17, 2006

First Day of School...

Today's the start of the first sem of yr 3.... 2 hrs of lesson only... haiz have to pull up my socks this yr.... jia you!

There's a new guy in our class, he looks just like fuji! others might think they are brothers lol think the whole class is making fun of them muahaha... finally fuji has a friend... :X

Going out with ah kit this wed... oh god... where can we go besides watching movie and having dinner????? headache...

went shopping with Gilko the other day. bought few new clothes and accessories for myself wopeeeEEeee!! got new clothes to wear... hmm bought 5 clothes, 1 necklace, 1 keychain, 2 bags and a lapop during the holidays! hiong man... lave to pay for my driving lessons too... no money for sch le... got something fo mother's day, abit early but it's better than last minute shopping.... hope she likes it, mothers are hard to please nowadays.....

Tomorrow will be a better day!

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Friday, April 14, 2006

Last day of attachment...

Today's the last day of my attachment... spent few hours yesterday night makng a card for my supervisor.... didn't managed to finish my "experience report" which is to be handed in today... Borrowed the computer from my roommate to finish it... lucky managed to have t done.... phew...

Today's the final day... we finished up the Oddy Test analysis. Ishak (conservator) gave us (wei ting and i) chocolates and Boon Nee (superisor) gave us a kinder Surprise each as tomorrow's Easter! The conservators chipped in and got a Op folder a keychain for us.... So touched.... They even organised a small tea party for us, even though they were all so busy with their upcoming project, which is the preparation for the opening of the National Museum of Singapore at the end of this year.

Gonna miss them lots... My log book is still with the supervisor. Think have to collect from her during the weekends. Luckily she lived in Bukit Panjang too. Maybe will find time to go back to Jurong Port for lunch. The food there is so nice!!! Better than school's. Haiz.... 1 and a 1/2 month's attachment is too short! just began to interact better with the conservators yet have to part now.... Maybe will consider going back to work as part timer if free...

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Had my driving lesson today, drove to Jurong Area hee but my car died thrice.... abit scary and confusing.... the the changing gears, clutch and braking stuffs.... hope i'll get used to it fast...
tomorrow's the last day of itp... quite she bu de hee think will miss all the ppl there, esp the textile lady (elsie), the maggie mee metal man (ishak) the angie, the korean drama lover hee... Hopefully i'll remember to bring their Royce chocolate tomorrow.
today gotta finish my "experience report", thank you card and"name card" by today... haiz think no need to slp liao...

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Monday, April 10, 2006

So long nv blog le, must write alot.....

HoHo today spent an hour plus chatting and gossiping with one of the conservators at work. We chatted everything under the sun and he even wanted to treat us to mache when he gets his bonus but dunno true or not hehee....

Took my advance theory test today but unfortunately, failed..... sian dun find it hard but still could'nt make it... suay ba....

worked with my sis last sun, terrible combination..... haiz next time duwan work with her liao lol...

Wei ting and I shared money to get something for the conservators, spent almost 70 bucks on chocolates.. Bought for 8 of them. Worth it lah coz they treat us so good hee... finishing attachment soon, abit she bu de but no choice, still a student, have to stdy.... haiz will miss them lotz...

went shopping with weiting the other day hee met yoke hong at bugis, she was so shock to see us together.

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So long nv blog le, must write alot.....

HoHo today spent an hour plus chatting and gossiping with one of the conservators at work. We chatted everything under the sun and he even wanted to treat us to mache when he gets his bonus but dunno true or not hehee....

Took my advance theory test today but unfortunately, failed..... sian dun find it har but still could'nt make it... suay ba....

worked with my sis last sun, terrible combination..... haiz next time duwan work with her liao lol...

Wei ting and I shared money to get something for the conservators, spents almost 70 bucks on chocolates.. Bought for 8 of them. Worth it lah coz they treat us so good hee... ending attachment soon, abit she bu de but no choice, still a student, have to stdy.... haiz will miss them lotz...

went shopping with weiting the other day hee met yoke hong at bugis, she was so shock to see us together but know wat, one and a half months may not be long, but enough to know a person better...

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Monday, March 27, 2006

going mad..

feeling so lost... haiz someone pls guide mi to the rite path....

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Finally got a new com le!! can go online again but reports all chiong finish in sch, having a com now oni distract mi from studying hee.. now's exam period... sSSoooooo much to study sia..... have to study overnight again....
Yesterday went out with giko and madeliene... mad. leaving singapore le.. so sad... got her a necklace and treated her a meal hee shared with gilko of coz.. now quite broke... recently just got back in touch with my OGL( orientation group leader) in JJC. cool think should ask for a gathering after my exams...
alright shall stop here... gonna fail my tml's exam le......study study study....

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

...

Spent my new year eve with 2 of my good colleagues - madelene and gilko :) was an enjoyable day and was our lucky day too! hee coz gilko found a 10 dollars note during work and so the three of us went cafe cartel after work for a bite hee we gossiped about and took some pics. then we caught the fireworks too! cool:) but soon after we headed home. they were both so sweet hee but if they stop teasing mi and my chef, they'll be perfect lol! didn't regret knowing them at all... happiest countdown eva!

chionging my report today... but then starting in the late afternoon hee haiz boring reports.... so troubled..... someone help me!

to whoeva whoeva: think u should really stop wasting ur time on me... really appreciate wat u had done for mi but i truthfully think that....... its impossible between us....

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

argh busy holiday....

i'll try to summarize...

well, went for class gathering on fri night, wah the guys become so handsome... the unexpeted ppl came, the expected ones didn't come... but one thing tt has not changed, they still have no sense of punctuality!!! making the gals wait for so long!! was saying that shirong became so handsome, liked his hair so much and as usual, rily and adeline starting their teasing... rily told him no one ask mi out on eve and i had this place tt i really wanna go and she asked him to go with mi... but excuse mi, hu says no one asked mi out, just tt i chose to stay at home!!! and i dun really wanna go MOS, and i rather stay at home :S... and so wat if you have a bf who can go there with you... well its not tt i'm jealous of you but well just look at urself... are you really happy? (opps just feel like scolding someone and poor rily happened to be my target... paiseh...)
Went marche for dinner and jun kai was telling this joke which was so funny hee...then after dinner went ps then go home le...

went out with this guy on christmas eve, actually wanna watch movie but i was late and working after tt so went walking around orchard.. raining... wat a day... Hmm... going out with his is quite a stress.... he's a bit 'da nan ren zhu yi' and i admit i'm a 'da nu ren' too hee but bo bian, he has to agree with mi... finally agree on a place to have our lunch... then went working after tt... cool the new waitresses getting prettier and taller! so stress working with them lol.... after tt went home... didn't feel like going out...

Christmas, went clarke quey for a field trip.. damn sianZ! can't find one of the question... so down... so hot... after tt did abit shopping with sisi at suntect... then after tt working again... after tt went out with gilko, having fun taking pictures hee.. we exchanged christmas gift and she gave mi a bangle which i really like :) here goes my christmas...

Monday, hmm wat did i do? ...RecAll...... oh yah wedding dinner... got cousin's wedding to attend... dressed quite casual... reached there, my cousins wear gown.. shit... abit shi li.... but too late liao... the wedding took place at chevron, where i used to work at... saw my frien there lol but dun seem to recognise mi.. so sad.... wee too family pic there also.. but need go suntect to collect... tehn reached home at 11 plus.... after tt bedtime le...

Tuesday! start abit of my report then go for squash... meeting dom at my station. then was trained by coach.. die dunno how to do criss cross.... nv train tt haiz sure got alot to catch up... had a game with few ppl, oh yah celebrated yimin's bday... was actually wed but celebrated earlier... Zi xuan came for training today... i like the way he is now... looking cooler, lesser conversation... went dinner with the guys as usual... talk on superstars all tt lol... went for dessert with jie wei after tt... tt dom ps us AGAIN... game more impt to him sia.... was chatting online with dom, jie wei n yan han just now... blasting all my trouble to jie wei hope he's not disturbed by tt lol.... so paiseh! hope HE gets wat my nick means...

going for chalet later.. haven pack bag... hopefully no cockroaches and mosquitoes.. Ho Thiam Aik... here i come!

troubled............

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Monday, December 19, 2005

Sunday...

Well went shopping with mum and sis today... shopping quite disappointing.. haiz oni bought a pair of earrings.. then rush to work... so scary... got to search my way there... from bugis village sec level have to find my way down to the first lvl, then have to squeze through the crowd to find my way back to bugis mrt... apparrently got difficulty at this part coz i dunno which direction... and it happened tt i came out the the opposite end of the village... lucky i got smart brain lol and i cut through the alley to the other side. then crossed the roas to the MRt station. then from there to cityhall mrt is a piece of cake but problem arised when i reached there... dunno which exit.... then i just pick any exit i saw which is exit A... die cannto recognise the place... really dunno which direction.. tried calling my colleague but she left her hp in her bag... hopeless i search my way out.... so i agar agar walk... agar agar turn... finallly! i managed to find my way there but then was abit late...

heart-attack day... think better slp earlier... going shopping with ah ma and wei sian tml.. cannot be late!!!

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HAiz..... Bad FriDAy...

TodAY really a sucky day... studied whole day for my test yet still cannot do... Though holiday starting but then damn lot of reports and hw to do.... My bRacelet (bday gift) broke during test.. bad omen.. just wish for a pass pls...

Today's squash sucky too... so moody today... haiz shouted at dom after squash... feel real bad about it... sorri hor!

After squash go eat dinner with dom n jie wei they all.... as usual, dessert after dinner. Actually i like going dessert after squash, not because of the dessert of coz, but then just felt relax and stressless with the 2 guys around... but then litat i'll grow fat faster...

Haiz wAnna go shopping.... tt's all for today... sian....

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

Saturday.....

Dozed off Yesterday nIght... supposed to draw the poster for our food and funfair.. woke up at 8, suppose to reach at 9.. but haven draw the poster so took 45 mins to do tt, then rush to sch.. reached around 10.20... wah our products' selling fast, think probably because Gary has got excellent promoting skills hee. damn pro. finished selling at around 2pm, the next shift's ppl so gd, dun have to come..

Rushed back home to bathe after tt coz meeting ah ma again to get contact lens solution. Then again, rush to work... abit sian coz have to collect contact lens another day, means have to go down to lucky plaza agian...

There's another 2 more new gals at the reataurant.... both tall and pretty omg tt habil really know how to choose... Spend a great day socialising with them hee... all fun ppl...

Met Wei qiang after work... hmm for dessert again... coz dun feel like going out to eat.. abit dunno wat to tok about.... so tired after work... Well he's like diff from when he's in sec sch i think.... can't really tell also.... then after tt he sees mi to my block and passed mi a sort of early christmas gift. it was so weird... dunno wat to do... actually not so willinging to accept but... argh also dunno. out of courtesy? but his gift was really hard to receive... make mi so stress too...
He asked mi out on christmas eve... was still thinking, will i give him a wrong idea if i go, or should i go and if i didn't go, will it be kindda bad of mi.... And also i'll feel weird going out with a guy alone.... so used to having my gal friends around mi.... argh! so confused... christmas sux...

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

Sunday...

woke up at 2 today hee coz yest chiong report till 3 litat.. recharged my energy le (muahahaha) after tt went for work... actually wanna reach at 5 to accompany my colleague (gilko) but then took my own sweet time, end to reaching at 6 which is the time i start work.. hee... next week gonna meet her earlier, go orchard shop a little, gossip a little before going for work. Actually found myself quite "gum" with her, she's 20 but then look younger than mi, and she's nice, cute and friendly, really fun working with her. Hmm today's dinner is prepared by the chief there, so good hee but then abit spicy....

Hmm really no time now adays.. think may have to forfeit maple sobz... stuck in lvl 15... got to spent more time in studies... got to work somemore.... got squash, cannot pon coz need attendance! crazy sch... no time for recreational..., though squash is one of them lah, but i need time for something more relaxing, like cooking, trying out diff recipes... haiz... also no time go out shopping and playing.... no time for friends gathering too... think they also very busy ba...

Hee didn't went out with Mr A the other day, coz manager last minute say need ppl, so i went down. Think i gonna get a tittle of " the most difficult gal to date" very soon... But then going to work is a wrong decision man, coz tt day damn busy and made a few mistakes... stress day.... body aching also coz the day before had squash training...

now have to do report agian... sian... tml sch gonna be more boring... hopefully wun be late again...

christmas's coming!

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